Note: Video snippets are from the past month but the audio was recorded after the first time we met in person.
I read somewhere that you’ll know when you’ve met your twin soul by the deep and utter peace you feel. I had to sit with that for a moment because it was so contradictory to what I’d heard in the past; that there would be all these difficulties & hurdles, and you’d feel magnetized and repulsed at the same time. In the post it said you’d recognize yourself in that persons eyes, that there would be “fireworks, butterflies, chemistry, awakenings, synchronicity, a sense of destiny, shared visions and interests, similarities, differences, cosmic surprises”
I can’t explain it but from the moment we met I’ve felt this CALM that hasn’t gone away. And yes, there has been synchronicity like I’ve never experienced, bizarre coincidences, uncanny similarities, and literal fireworks. But it’s this feeling that’s like nothing I’ve ever known & to know its reciprocated blows my mind.
Last year, I thought I’d met my ‘twin flame’ in someone else. I romanticized this person because I had a moment when I was with him & thought I saw my ‘ONE’. In retrospect I know why - because he looked so damn similar to my actual flame. I wish I would’ve known all that anxiety I was feeling was a sign it wasn’t right. Although that person had a significant role to play in my life, the timing wasn’t aligning for a reason.
In contrast, the past month and a half has been shockingly effortless, like every past event, struggle, and person I’ve met has prepared me for this. It’s beyond having things in common;
I feel like we’re the same spirit experiencing life through a different set of eyes (which I must note happen to look quite similar).
When I’m with him life feels surreal. I thought I was happy before but this is some next level shit. The only time I’m this much at ease is when I’m home alone chillin with my plants & making art.
I didn’t predict this would happen but I can’t wait to create worlds with him. He is so kind, loving, and genuine - I’m beyond grateful to have him in my life.